I was trying to make as sense out of my stupid life but then I can't. Why do you think so? Is it because I'm just out of my freaking mind again or there's something really wrong with me? Anybody here who knows a psychiatrist? I wouldn't mind if you refer me to him/her.

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I wanna study in UP Diliman. Haha. That's where my "idol"will be studying. Freak. Haha. Whatever. I'm insane again. Listening to "Girlfriend" by Avril. Haha. It's pop rock right? Pop mode. Funny. Fuck it. I'm addicted to it.