At last, at last... After 3 days of painstakingly waiting for me to update my crappy blog, I am now here ready to take vengeance by a very long post... Hahahaha....... I've been itching to update this blog... grrr.... Last saturday, we watched a play it was named O, Moises... By the way, it was really cool.... They presented it in experimental way... Taglish and the lines always end in rhyme... By the way, I'm not here to review the play.. I just like to well put here all that :'ve got to say.... I realized that the lead actor, Moises (Francis Ong), looks like my tooot... It's for you to guess ok? But for my friends, I'm sure they all know it already.. But for all MaScians reading this that have an idea who is the guy I'm referring to, well lucky for you... But for those who do not know it, I'll just whisper it to you in no time.... Promise.. Well, my friend-former classmates were talking about my toot, who is like a copycat of the lead, when suddenly he popped out of nowhere and walked in front of us.. Well, not so much of a coincidence, isn't it? It was just kinda funny...

Emo mode... Last Saturday night, I felt like I'm the lead in a story and the conflict is man vs. nature mode... It's as if they all hated me for a long time that while I was checking my friendster account, they kept blabbering weird things about me and all that. It makes my head ache. I really itch to ask them how would they feel if they are in my position? Are they thinking of what they are saying? Although I'm not showy about my feelings doesn't allow them to speak to me like that... When they were students like me.. uhm.. in 8th grade.. they never underwent the pressures and stress I've been undergoing right now... I keep on telling them that they must not expect normal things because I'm enrolled in a different school.. Then they would boast all around the house, hey Ms. Genius!! Are they insensitive? They are the ones who keep telling me I've got a heart like a rock but then here they are being insensitive... They would never understand me if they would not look deeper into me or they would keep acting like that. But I never expect them to understand me.. Anyways, I can stand up for who I really am.. I've got my own principles... as long as I'm on the right track with these, I'll stick with them...

I'm frustrated with my music ability with regards to the guitar... I'm doing fine but then I realized I must level-up... I cannot undertand the lectures about power chord for today... But I'll understand it next time.. wala lang....

Girls got problems with their bodies... Don't you agree??? But I don't really pay serious attention with mine... It's just that people keep on noticing it.. Is it my fucking fault.. Ano Arviel lalaban ka? Well.. I do not need a big future to be in.. Being one of the flat plains of the Philippines doesn't make me an outcast...