This day I can say that finally... I am happy.. I have done something useful to our section (or so I thought).. I directed some scenes of our film.. grrr.. the reconciliation scene and the mean girls scene... well I have done my original job but I credit Dee for the big part that she has contributed to the film...

Grrrr... The forbidden words were spreading out!!! Aargh.. Aargh.. Everyone has started to find out who that special senior is... The fact that they know him makes the matter worse... What will I do??? Is this "I wanna die of shame again?" scene 2? I hope not.. It all started when I saw him in Math Camp and since I was not able to go to my friends' quarters that night.. I saw him and poof! Koko Krunch... joke only.. of course. I eventually have a crush on him...

Funny... I will not be able to tell the full-length story even to my best friend... (Thanks for my dear blog that can swallow even the most nauseous ever..) I do not want to mention the name of that somebody because if and only if (is this Math?) he ever set his eyes upon the weird url of mine.. he'll be astonished of what I were saying about him.. But I remember my posts and their content was about how I feel not about the description of an object or a person... (playing safe mode)... I am so shy when he is walking right before me that my knees wriggle... Hey that's a joke.. Don't ever take it seriously... I will not be that kind of person... Never.... Where was I??? I'm not obsesses.. Hell, no? (excuse me?!?!?)

They say that the one you admire may inspire you... My previous admiration is always late in school that I was inspired too???? Hell, no... Influenced? Maybe.. And after that I never changed... Maybe it's time to make a good change... I've been tired of my old and vain self lately.... He goes to school early in the morning.. and maybe... I can be like him too.... See?? I'm inspired to take out my late blues mode.... Yahoo!!! I'll try my best to go to school early tomorrow... Maybe....

I hope that someday... I could talk to him.... Huh??? Talk to my old pal..