Have you ever felt like you wanna die because of shame??? Like you want the earth to open up and swallow you??

Well, I just, kinda.. felt it...

Another day... Another experience... Moshmosh..

I have this liking on a senior boy.... well, only crush... typical for high school girls. then i have this classmate well we were talking about something then I saw my e-mail... Then I got happy with this message. and you know what the last sentence has got nothing to do with what you'll be going to read right now... funny... I told him a piece of info I recovered a kablaksh!!!! his sibling was right there beside him. ... the subject was about his sibling. wahaha.. a piece of shame for goddamn gossip.

This day we were supposed to shoot the second half of our film.. unfortunately, we don't have a vid cam and my efforts to go there... my sweat.. money..... plus the fact that I were almost lost... grrr..grrrrgr.... bad day...

kawawa nmn kmi ni louise anne...... kmi na lng. hnd p ngkakaroon ng inspiration. I mean ewan.... but it's ok.. at least we are not desperate noh.. hnd kami sabik sa lalaki hahaha.. pero ako obsessed kay lapu-lapu... bkt kaya??? may charm kaya siya.

You know what? I'm laughing.. Cuz my blog was english then it was transformed to Taglish... Maybe because Tagalog is the blackhole language of a true Filipino..... Even if he learns other language, he'll still go back to his native dialect.. Now I'm being educational huh????

What would I do????? I want to tell him how much I admire him cuz he's smart, in a pilot section, a model student (although there's the first one but becuz i do not know) before he graduates.. My first bold move towards my inspiration to pursue... But I do not know when to execute... Tell me please.... How am I suppose to do it when I don't even have the guts eh???? If someone is in the same situation. please leave your answer on the shoutbox... your opinion is always welcome..